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思念
  

  思念

  ——天山一云

  

  

  岁月悠悠，我心中的一切都可以被无情的岁月带走，唯独对继父的那份思念，令我寝食难安，魂牵梦绕。

  2010年6月5日下午继父在熟睡中，安详地离开了生活80载的人世间，从此我们阴阳两隔。

  继父走的那天也是我出差回来的第二天。多年来，我与妻子已养成了习惯，有老人在无论是请问汗白班和白癜风的区别在哪里谁出差，走前和回来后都要与老人报告一声，继父总是叮嘱我们路上注意安全，照顾好自己。继父走的那天上午，我们全家早早来到弟弟家，继父看到全家都来看他，他非常高兴，问询近来工作情况，这次出差的任务，当听到是为了工资集体协商搞调研时，他高兴地说，工会就是好，为工人和农民工办实事，是行善积德的好事，我是个农民，不懂得政治，但我懂得谁为劳苦大众办实事就是好人，就是好组织！你们可要好好工作，起码对得起组织发给你们的工资。我和妻子不住地点头，表示一定要好好干工作，绝不辜负继父的希望。中午开饭时，看到继父挪动的背影，我心里酸酸的，强忍着泪水上前扶住他说，我前几年从天津买的拐杖，您怎么不拄？他笑着说，自己才多大年龄，拄拐杖会被人家笑话。他中午吃了一大碗饸饹，就上床午睡了。谁也不会想到午睡的他再也没有起来，我们还没有伺候过他一天，这将成为我一生最大的内疚，也是我最大的遗憾！

  继父的一生是坎坷的一生，是平凡而伟大的一生。17岁那年父兄双亡，家中唯一男人的他，过早地承担起家务，一边赡养老人，一边抚养未成年的两个侄女，直到把两个侄女养大成家立业。1976年母亲带着我和弟弟、妹妹来到继父的家，那年我才11岁、弟弟9岁、妹妹7岁。从此继父又承担起赡养他的老娘、抚养我们的重任。那年还是大集体、计划经济时期，全家6口人靠继父一人挣工分，每年的口粮不够吃，只能到处去借。后来政策放宽后，继父用小推车推着自家产的水果到集市上兑换点钱来养家糊口。土地承包后，他又靠推车卖粮食和自产的蔬菜来养家和给母亲治病，这样的艰苦生活直到我当兵提干后才有所改变。

  1993年母亲因病去世后，我们想再给继父找个老伴，可他就是不依，说自己年事已高，别人说闲话，于是就孤自一人种那几亩地。1997年我儿子出生后，他高兴地来市里照看孙子，我们觉得他手脚已不太灵活，又怕累着他，就雇了个保姆，他很生气，住到第二年开春就回到老家与弟弟一起生活了，直到2003年弟弟全家都搬到市里来，唯有他不来，嘴上说是不适应城市生活，但我心里明白，继父还在生我们的气，我只有请假回到老家特意把老人家请到市里来，这时我们一家人才真正地团聚在一起。

  继父的一生是勤劳的一生，是艰苦朴素的一生。记得自从来市里这几年，他从不闲着。弟弟家的院子里有块空地，每年开春他都要早早地溪秧苗，然后种上黄瓜、西红柿、茄子、青椒、生菜等等，来满足我们的需要，每年的春夏俩季基本不用买菜。

  继父一生节守清贫。饭食上从不挑剔，吃饱就行；衣着上不求华丽，干净能穿就行。儿女们每年都要给他买几套新衣服，他很反对，总是说太浪费了，穿好的衣服也没用，就[url=http://www.baidianfeng51.cn/baidianfengch青少年白癜风公益援助是真的不angshi/zhengzhuangzhenduan/m/2439.html]手指有白癜风早期症状[/url]是他过80岁大寿的那天，还是妻子强迫他换了一套新衣服，可是生日过后又穿上旧衣服，直到离开人世那天还是穿着那身旧衣服。

  继父的一生虽然贫苦，可他能够节守情，他的品质却高尚伟大，他从不麻烦别人，包括儿女们。

  在我们的心目中，继父是一位有文化的人，他虽然才读过几天私塾，可他的字写得非常漂亮，一有时间就爱看书，肚子里装着古今中外讲不完的故事。

  继父是一位有素养的人。从他是我们继父的那天起，从没有批评过我们，连指责都没有过，因为在他的眼里我们都是他的好儿女……

  继父一生虽然没有亲生儿女，可他先后养育了我们5个儿女。

  继父，您虽然不是我们的亲生父亲，但是在我们的心里您比亲生父亲还亲！

  您虽然永远地离开了我们，但是您的养育之恩我们永生难忘！

  继父啊，您放心地去吧！我们一定不辜负您的希望，一定要努力工作，把您的孙子孙女培养成为对国家有用之人！

  继父啊，您一路走好！如果有天堂的话，愿您在天国里安息吧！

  

  　

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