蓦然回首，爱已从烟雨中走过

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【一】　　昨夜，在好友小昭结婚闹洞房时，有人提出在场的每个未婚男女必须大声告诉大家自己是幸福，或是不幸福。对着话筒雨裳笑颜如花地回答我很幸福，当那四个字从雨裳嘴里冒出时，雨裳心空里有一片阴霾瞬间覆盖了原本的晴空。　　借口自己胃痛想休息，雨裳匆匆离场。　　脚刚踏上马路，雨裳的泪便不争气地滑落下来。　　流水啊，你说我幸福吗？坐在石桥上，对着河面，雨裳含泪轻轻地问。　　如果你和莫允在一起，如今你一定会在静好的时光里拈花浅笑，你会在浮世的每一角落安然聆听幸福的声音。那一刻，雨裳听见自己的心代替流水作了回答。　　一念起，天涯咫尺；一念灭，咫尺天涯。　　没有了莫允的身影，雨裳才发现自己再不能以安之若素的心情去轻奏一管洞箫；没有了莫允的声音，雨裳才发现自己再不能用淡然静雅的心独守一份清欢。　　无数个孤独的夜里，雨裳的心一次次踏上铺满厚厚苔藓的记忆，借着一只萤火虫的微光，走向曾经的水墨烟云里，幻想着再次踏进美丽的梦境。　　天暖时，雨裳不知道莫允是自己最深的等待，天冷了，雨裳才知道关于莫允的一切全是自己最深的牵挂。　　【二】　　雨裳，你好幸福！拥有莫允这样又帅又心细的男子，你一定是前世积德了。从前几乎公司里所有的同事都对雨裳这么说。　　其实，雨裳一直都清楚莫允是爱自己的，只是，习惯了被莫允宠爱后，雨裳竟然忘了该好好珍惜。　　当爱情离开后，雨裳才一遍遍地去端详、抚摸相册里的莫允，才去细细地回想莫允对自己的好。　　我属鸡，如果你爱我，那以后一年四季，每个季节你都必须给我亲手雕刻一只木鸡，而且每只鸡的神态姿势必须有异哦。　　嗯，放心！这难不倒我！　　曾经望着书桌上一只只神采奕奕的木鸡，雨裳的世界里满是春暖花开，而今，每次望见那十一只木鸡，一曲殇歌便在雨裳耳边浮荡，一朵朵鲜花便在雨裳眼前凋零　　一夜风起，吹散了谁的牵念？一刻清寒，划伤了谁的心田？一帘烟雨，搁浅在了谁的眉间？　　雨儿童白癜风治疗过程中该注意些什么裳的孤城里没有了暖阳的普照，只有那冷风携着冬的心事日日唱，碎碎念　　【三】　　也就是因为初秋的一天夜里，雨裳从广西培训五个月回来，不经意间打开莫允的抽屉，发现一个精致的陶罐里放着一缕黑黑的长发，虽然这长发跟雨裳的一样，但雨裳清楚地知道莫允除了自己再无其他女友，而自己从未把长发赠送给他，当时，雨裳的心中一阵阵酸涩如潮水席卷，不等莫允解释，雨裳便夺门而去，冲进了茫茫黑夜　　那一夜的秋风，吹皱了雨裳一帘的心事，她的疼痛无处安放。　　原来，挽住了幸福，一路上便是处处花开，遇见了荆棘，再回首，一路上都是风萧叶落。　　那一夜，雨裳最深刻的领悟就是：相爱经不起等待，刻骨誓言终成风中的唏嘘。云聚了，莫允便是自己一生的传奇；云散了，莫允与自己便是从此天涯。　　【四】　　自那夜莫允的手机号被雨裳拉入了黑名单后，雨裳和莫允成了最熟悉的陌生人。　　其实，雨裳身边从不缺追随者，半个月后，雨裳便答应了做徐世伟的女朋友。　　徐世伟没让雨裳失望，每次约会，他都如魔术师般让雨裳感觉到不一样的新奇，但雨裳不知道为什么和徐世伟在一起时总有莫允的音影在身边晃悠，她笑着笑着，总又悄悄地哭了　　每次，只要远远望见莫允的身影，雨裳就会微笑着紧紧牵住徐世伟的手，或是小鸟依人般深深依在徐世伟的怀里，直到莫允完全消失在自己的视线。　治疗小孩白癜风患者要注意什么　【五】　　初冬时节，雨裳收到了莫允的婚礼请柬，请柬上莫允的字字字如剑，雨裳的心再次被割得遍体鳞伤。白癜风怎么治愈　　犹豫了三天，最后雨裳决定应邀参加。　　雨裳把自己妆扮得美艳如花，婚礼上，她的风姿盖过了新娘。　　那夜，雨裳不停地跟身边的人说笑，她笑得比任何人都灿烂。酒，一杯接着一杯，雨裳不停地畅饮，眼眸的余光里，雨裳感觉到莫允一直用关切的目光看自己。　　雨裳为自己斟满酒，举杯走向莫允和他的新娘。　　莫允，你真有福气，你看你的新娘好美！在此，我真心祝愿你们夫妻恩爱，白头偕老，幸福一生。　　谢谢你雨裳！我们也祝你幸福！莫允举杯深深地看着雨裳的眼睛说道。　　新娘把雨裳拉到一边，在雨裳耳边轻轻地说：我已经怀了莫允的孩子，那天夜里喝醉酒的他嘴里喊的是你的名字，如果你真希望我们幸福，那请你离我们越远越好。　　【六】　　第二天，雨裳醒来的时候已是中午，头昏沉沉的，她想不起自己是怎么回到家的。　　雨裳努力地去回忆昨夜的事，但除了记得自己举起的酒杯，其它什么也回忆不起来。　　包里的手机铃响起，雨裳拉开自己的背包，发现自己的包里多了一本厚厚的蓝色日记本。　　雨裳轻轻翻开日记本，跃入眼帘的全是熟悉的笔迹。　　我一直深爱着一个女子，为了她我只身来到了江南，我不管她是不是丁香姑娘，此生我愿意做她的守护神。　　有很多人会爱着这红尘的各个美景之地，但因为雨裳，我独爱江南。若她是我的过客，我愿为她绽放成一支烟花，最后化成她凝眸时眼中的一抹彩霞；若她是我的终点，我会让所有的情思穿越江南的云烟，一生为她书写繁花盛世。　　我心爱的雨裳啊，那一缕长发是你的，我收集了你所有掉在我屋里的头发，为的是想把自己对你的情愫定格成永恒。　　　　当我看到你和他在一起，我才发现自己真的被关在了你的心门之外，我感觉自己成了一粒尘埃，满载着西风的凉，没有了着落的地方。　　当清语告诉我怀了我的孩子时，我怎么也想不起自己是如何跟她上的床，唉！我恨死自己了！我怎么会在酒醉后把清语当成是雨裳？难道真的是天意么，注定我和雨裳的故事只能是一个无言的结局？　　命运注定我不能和你在一起了，雨裳，我感觉好无奈！请许我的心低落尘埃，只为一世为你牵绊！　　雨裳，你一定要幸福！虽然你我的轨迹不再交集，但今后我会用另一种方式继续守护你！　　　　【七】　　整理好衣服，把蓝色日记本和木鸡都放进箱子，盖上箱盖，雨裳拨通了徐世伟的电话。　　世伟，对不起！从此以后我不能再赴你的约了！我没有爱上你，请你原谅！　　不等世伟回答，雨裳便挂断了电话，关了手机。　　终于，雨裳懂得，自己感觉最温暖的时光都是与莫允在一起的每分每秒。　　回首凝望着莫允住的地方，雨裳明白，所有曾经的美丽都已化为一场镜花水月的演绎。一程山水，因为遇见莫允，所有的故事都改写成甜蜜。一阵风云，因为遇见误会，所有的结局都改写成无奈。　　或许，从此以后，对于莫允的爱将一直在雨裳灵魂深处雪藏。　　或许，从此以后，雨裳的梦将永远遗落在了江南。　　或许，从此以后，那美丽的油纸伞，幽长的青石路，飘摇的乌篷船，都将在雨裳的记忆里渐行渐远　　文\雨袂独舞 QQ 1904223318 第一本文集《半帘烟雨》已出版发行，第二本文集《云水深处》正在筹备中。　        





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