-b-你好，明天！--b-

温柔e

当我见到她的第一眼起，我就有种预感我的世界快要沦陷了，她不是很漂亮，但是那种独有气质深深地使我陶醉，哪怕这种气质只有我一个人能感觉到。亲人的反对，好友的劝诫，依旧拉不住我那颗早已沸腾的心，就像飞蛾扑火一样，义无反顾。刚开始的几年，一直不敢前进，不是缺乏勇气，而是她总是让人感觉到那种莫名的疏远。机会总是眷顾等待的人，那一天的来临总是让人措不及防，却深感欢喜，她由于考研成绩的不太理想，选择调剂到我现在的学校，而我则直接放弃了本校的复试，悄悄地尾随着她[url=http:/白癜风患者早期好不好传染给别人/health.zgny.com.cn/a/a29/201410/5976.html]了解白癜风饮食禁忌及北京白癜北京到哪里治疗白癜风比较好风医院哪家好[/url]，来到了这所学校，如愿以偿的来到了同一个课题组。但是想法很美好，现实却依旧那么残酷。我开始一点一点的靠近，一点点的增加我对她的关心，但是她仿佛早已经察觉到我那自认为不太明显的心，早早的关上了那扇我伸手就能够着到，却怎么也无法开启的窗户。QQ，微信，短信一律不回，电话也是在快要挂掉的时刻接通，却说上几句敷衍的话，匆忙了事。研一的上学期，研一的下学期，就这样平淡的过去，没有丝毫的欢喜，只有那种说不来的苦楚一直陪伴着我，有时候我总是再想，即使不接受我，能不能像对普通朋友一样对我，或者比他们再低一点，都是可以的。研二的上学期我去广州出差，彻底跟她断了两个月的联系，在这段时间里我静静地想了想，下定了决心要开始远离。故意——习惯——逃避——放弃直至忘记，正是我的写照。我故意去靠近她，关心她。我习惯对她的关心，不经大脑思考，时时刻刻无处不在。而从广州回来的这几个月我一直在逃避，虽然有时会控制不住对她的关心，但是在接下来的几秒，我就会迅速的逃开，总是告诉自己我不想再痛苦，也不想别人难受。这样对我对她都是好的。就在昨天我觉得我已经可以彻底的放开，不在纠结于此，就让她和我的普通同学那样，存在我的电话薄里，有事联系。有时候喜欢一个人或者爱上一个人，只是那几秒的冲动，要的确是那长时间的守候，我请求我自己内心的原谅，恕我不再坚持下去。　        





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